18 . 01 . 17

8 : 55 pm 

evening :( 

unfortunately I have been extremely poorly, which is why I didn't update yesterday. how annoying. 

I actually have appendicitis, which isn't tooooo big of a deal, but I am soon going to have to undergo an operation and have my apendix removed. how annoying x 2. So, I wont be able to take the apetamin until I am well, or at least able to move and hit the gym like I wished. 

I havent been able to eat half as much as I would regularly, let alone with the apetamin so wonn't be suprised if I actually back track and lose weight. how annoying x 5001. I have just drunk around three litres of cranberry juice to try and flush all the nastiness out of my body. 

Buuuut, the next time I update I will be alive and well and hopefully beginning to gain that weight. 

Im just about to crawl back into bed and feel sorry for myself aaaand watch youtube videos. 

Kali x

16 . 01 . 17

Hey, 

so today I woke up at around 11:50 and missed breakfast :( but I took my first 10ml of Apetamin and had a late brunch. I had two pieces of bacon, two eggs and two pieces of buttered bread which went down fine. This isn't much more than I would usually eat and I did feel full up afterwards, so can't say the Apetamin is working very well yet. 

I then had a job interview and had dinner at around 4:40, taking 10ml of Apetamin beforehand, nothing had changed apetite-wise as I was only able to finish one fajita and a couple of chips. However, afterwards I managed to eat a couple of chocolate bars and sweets and am currently just laying up in bed. (10;02pm)

I have been very tired today, and took two naps that were around two hours each, definitely a result of the Apetamin, although I haven't felt drowsy so it's not too bad. I am quite hungry now, so I am going to get up to eat the rest of my dinner, or perhaps make a sandwich or something. 

Sweet dreams 

Kali xo 

15. 01. 17

So today I decided to start up this blog in order to track my progress, whether I am going to share it or not I do not know. However I thought it'd be a nice idea to look back on how I (attempted) to improve the way I look. 

The photo here was taken around a week ago, before I went to the gym to train my legs. My main goal is for much larger / more toned and thick legs, as I quite like the way my waist is. 

I am hoping to increase my calorie intake in order to gain weight and then build that into my very own body goals. 

It is currently 5:30pm and I have a Chinese food delivery on its way. I have recently researched into the appetite-enhancing syrup 'Apetamin' and decided to order a bottle to give it a try. I haven't tried it out yet but I am about to take my first 10ml to see if I can finish a full plate of Chinese (which I haven't been able to do before).


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update: its now 6:32pm and I have finished my dinner. I don't see a big change in my appetite after taking the Apetamin so don't have much to say about the product yet, just that it wasn't the nicest tasting syrup. I have researched that it doesn't properly kick in right away so hopefully it will soon!

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update: 11:50pm - I have just recently woken up, the Apetamin really does make you tired, as I feel like I could go back to sleep for a whole 24 hours. It's apparently supposed to make you drowsy too, but I haven't felt that yet. The very second I woke up I ate a chocolate bar and a packet of crisps, and I'm about to start to eat this packet of chocolate biscuits... so it seems like it's kicking in. But we will see. I am hoping to go to bed shortly.

Goodnight, Kali x